Christ Episcopal Church
June 30,2013
8 Proper C
Most churches have websites these, and we know that many people look for a church by checking out websites before visiting. One of the occupational hazards of being a priest is that I do spend some time looking at the other churches online, both Episcopal churches as well as those of other denominations. And despite the many differences between churches, pretty much every church’s website, including our own, claims that their church is a place where everyone is welcome, the worship is vibrant and meaningful, the music is moving, the educational opportunities are thought-provoking, the fellowship is inclusive, the youth are active, and on and on. There is another website called the Ship of Fools, which is run by folks in the Church of England, that sends mystery worshiper out into churches to test the reality of such claims and report back, publically. Many of the mystery worshipers go to Episcopal Churches in this country and report back on everything from the friendliness of the church and the ability of a visitor to follow the service to the depth of the preaching, and even the quality of the coffee. The report can be brutal when the mystery worshiper finds that the church does not live up to the qualities claimed on their website. Most people are looking for a church that will encourage them when they struggle, remind them that they are a child of God when they feel like a failure, fill their hearts with joy when they are sad, and teach them about the faith. What church would ever advertize that following Jesus will demand that you give more than your receive, that you turn the other cheek, that you understand that the first really will be last, or give the very coat off your back? I have yet to find such a church website.
Jesus might just build that website, however. This morning, Jesus actually says to someone who wants to follow him "Foxes have holes, and birds of the air have nests; but the Son of Man has nowhere to lay his head." To someone who simply wants to bury his father before he follows Jesus, Jesus says "Let the dead bury their own dead," which seems rather heartless. And to another person who wants to follow Jesus but would like to say farewell to his family first, Jesus says "No one who puts a hand to the plow and looks back is fit for the Kingdom of God." How does Jesus expect to attract any followers when he places such unrealistic demands on them?
We tend to respond in several ways to passages such as these where Jesus demands an all or nothing response. We can romanticize the passage and wax eloquently about giving up everything to follow Jesus, and then look for someone else to do that. We can simply blow Jesus off as unrealistic. After all, he did not have bills to pay. Or we can think of following Jesus as a worthy goal once the bills are paid, the kids are out of school, and our other obligations are satisfied, which, of course, will probably never happen. Taking Jesus seriously is difficult when he is so demanding.
I believe the two crucial words in this gospel lesson are the two little words "But first." "But first let me go bury my father." "But first let me say farewell to those at home." Neither burying one’s father nor saying farewell to those at home are bad things. The problem was not the acts themselves. The problem was the "but first." Jesus calls us to turn our "but firsts" upside down, and to follow him first, rather than following once there is room on the calendar. If we wait to follow Jesus until the time when all our obligations are fulfilled, we are not really following Jesus. We are asking Jesus to follow us. Following Jesus means going where Jesus goes, and making Jesus our "but first." Yes, we have to fulfill our financial obligations, but Jesus asks that following him be the framework into which those obligations fit, not vice versa. Yes, we have obligations to our families, to our jobs, and to our communities, but Jesus asks that our commitment to follow him be the "but first" not vice versa. Jesus calls us not to abandon our responsibilities, but to radically reorient our lives so that he is our "but first" and to trust that all the obligations of our earthly life will follow and fit into place when we follow him.
In the reading from Galatians, Paul reminds us that this life of following Jesus and making Jesus our "but first" is actually a life of radical freedom. Freedom, says Paul, is not an opportunity for self-indulgence. True freedom, according to Paul, is not the freedom to do whatever we please, whenever we want to do it. That kind of freedom actually holds us hostage to our calendars and our earthly obligations. The freedom Jesus offers is the freedom to become servants to one another, through love. For Paul, the test of whether or not Jesus is our "but first" and we are truly free is whether our lives produce the fruits of the Spirit: love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, self-control, faithfulness, and generosity.
Jesus is not looking for followers who are irresponsible with regard to their earthly obligation, nor is he asking his followers to go any place he is not willing to go first. What Jesus is asking of those who wish to follow him is that they make him their "but first" and say to all of our earthly obligations "But first, I follow Jesus."
Amen.